Promises
(~2007)
why do people make promises?
it's not like they're going to keep them
"i will never hurt you"
"you won't be disappointed"
"I'll be there for you, always"
you can't keep those all the time
and you know it
don't promise me those things
promise me it's going to be hard but you're going to try
promise me that you may screw up but you're going to be sorry
promise me that when you can't be there when i need you, you'll make up for it.
promise me
Who am I?
(~2007)
"Who am I?"
She looked in the mirror. The eyes staring back at surely couldn't belong to her. the body couldn't be hers. who was she? Who was this alien body?
so much had changed in so little time. Some good some bad had happened. Some days were some. Some bad.
She felt desperate some days. And she didn't care on others.
Ever morning she looks in the mirror and wonders who she really is. She wonders why she feels certain ways on different days.
Who are her friends? Who can she trust?
Why can she never trust anyone the way she wants to?
Is she even worth the time people give to her?
Somedays she just wants to sit in the tub with a razor blade
Somedays she wants to surround herself with friends and laugh her a** off
Somedays she wants to be with a special guy who can make her feel so beautiful
Somedays she wants to make her parents proud and have one of those "family moments"
Somedays she just doesn't want to give a f**k and do what she wants regardless of the consequences.
Somedays...
Everyday she looks in the mirror and whispers
"Who am I?"
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