Monday, October 18, 2010

What it is to feel.... nothing....

Have you ever just wanted to crawl in a hole and disappear but you're not depressed?  I have this feeling today. I just want to disappear. I want to disappear from myself as well. I can only describe it as wanting to literally not exist for a few hours. It's not a matter of I want time to myself where I can read, watch a movie, or listen to music. I literally want to feel nothing. I want to go into a comatose state. Haven't you ever wondered what that felt like? What would it feel like to literally feel nothing?(haha)

I swear I'm not depressed, stressed, angry, anxious, or any other self destructive emotion. I'm just female and dealing with nature's gift. ^_^

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