So in the past week or so 2 of the most negative people in my life have tried to contact me on facebook. I'm not really sure why either. A part of me thinks that they have ulterior motives. The other part of me thinks that maybe they are sorry or have changed and want to make amends.
Well the whole of me says... Why should I even bother with you? Reforging our relationships even in a minute way will not add anything to my life and may, in fact, hurt me (again) in the end.
I've considered rekindling the friendships that we had. I've talked it over with those I trust. The conclusion is always that it is not worth my time. I have built an amazing future for myself and by no means do I intend to ruin that. I've worked so hard to get where I am. I have stumbled, cried and picked myself up again to carry on.
I don't need you weighing me down.
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